Well I just got home from soccer practice and it's time to start all my homework. I just know that I need to concentrate but I also need to find time to take a shower and eat.
Sometimes I think to myself that I can't keep doing this...
I can't keep on getting home really late and still have to do a lot of homework. This shouldn't be my life. I shouldn't be sleeping late and having to wake up really early and only sleep for 6 hours.
I know that there's a bunch of kids in my school that barely sleep because of the amount of homework that we recieve, but I can't live like this.
I almost fell asleep in class today.
Honestly, I feel stuck. But I know that this is exactly how I feel every beginning of a new school year. That with time I will be able to handle all my responsibilities and I will be able to move forward.
Well see you tomorrow blog. Tomorrow is going to be a long day with lots of events.
Well where do I even start. After school and after my soccer game I came home around 6:40 p.m. and my best friend was texting me to get ready. She was arriving at my house at 7 and expecting me to be ready. I had to run into the shower and change into my outfit. I had no time to do my hair and all I could do was my eyelashes and put on lip gloss.
She arrived and her first reaction was my outfit which was a basic crop top with high waist jeans and all she said was "Wowwww" and it was funny to me. We left to take the train because we were supposed to meet her parents at the restaurant.
The worst part of taking the train at that time was that in my neighborhood there are a lot of guys that tend to whistle at girls or stay staring staright at us.
(My own image of the train station at that time.)
I hate the feeling of a bunch of guys looking up and down my body. It's probably the worst thing a girl can feel. It's a disgusting feeling where you feel like you have no control or power because a girl can't just go up to the guy and tell them to stop staring because staring isn't against the law and techinically isn't doing something physically wrong.
So what can a girl do? All she can do or at least how I feel is put up with it and just try to be safe and watch her surroundings to make sure a guy doesn't approach her.
Going back to the story
It was my bestfriends birthday yesterday and her family invited me to come to the birthday dinner they were organizing for her.
It was fun.
I spent that night eating and that restaurant later on turned into a night club. Me and my bestfriend spent the night dancing and having a blast...until
my mom called me.
I had to head home.